Where to start…….. It is crazy how life tends to shove your face through a brick wall. I have about 6 things that are weighing so heavy on my mind I can barley lift my head. The crazy part is I feel like everything is going to be alright. I’m not quit sure as to how at the moment considering all the confusion surrounding it.
It seems I have people in my life who will deliberately go out of there way to hurt me or prove a point but never to make me happy or show me that I matter in their life. If you could make someone’s day better bye doing little things for them that hardly would inconvenience you……… then why wouldn’t you? I love making people happy. It is such a wonderful natural high seeing the smile on their face and knowing I put it there. The smallest gestures in life can become someone’s greatest memories. I will never understand selfish people. Life is what you make of it not what it makes of you. If you are always sad, angry or anxious try to change your perception of the situation. Why the hell would you chose to be unhappy when you don’t have to be?
I have already been through so many tragedies and awful moments in life that I’m just simply done. I’m not going to allow myself to constantly worry or be afraid of life the way I was in the past. You will never be able to look forward to the future if you refuse to forgive yourself for the past. Everyone has had moments of regret and humiliation that is what makes us unique and human. So what if you are told your crazy or different, Albert Einstein never did……………You are who you are for a reason.
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